What a show last night for American Idol. Out of those two I definitely think Taylor was the better choice. Katherine has a decent voice and has the potential to go far but I still think that Taylor has the better stage personality AND talent. The highlights of the show last night wasnt even the revealing of the winner though. It was the guest appearances like Prince and Live that made the show. Meatloaf was creepy singing that song with Katherine so that portion I wish to delete from my memory (not to mention his voice was suckin it up big time). I also enjoyed the return of the tryout rejects from the beginning like the cowboys and the Clay Aiken stalker guy. It was over all a very entertaining show.

Tomorrow night is Billy's big graduation dinner at the Union Hall. Yipppee... now I get to face all of the guys that for years he has bragged about his wife to. He has told them entirely too much information and now I feel like I have to live up to this. I guess none of the stuff has been a lie but it is more like he has really painted a picture that I feel like leaves out my flaws. Honestly in my husbands eyes he really does believe that I am the "total package" but I guess it is just my own self esteem issues coming out. He tells me what he says and I am incredibly flattered yet embarrassed all the same. Things like she is an awesome softball player, she loves sports, she has a beautiful curvy body (maybe more in pig headed guy terms), she is sooo smart (he is really attracted to brains), she is getting her masters, she manages our finances great yadda, yadda, yadda. So are you seeing where the anxiety lies. Yes they are true to an extent but he has really painted this flawless picture of me. Oh well all I can do is go and be me.
We will probably go to a movie afterwards though which is exciting since it has been since last year that I have gone to a movie.
Anyways I am just thankful that I have a family who loves me and thinks highly of me. It is a blessing that I thank God for everyday.