For those of you keeping tabs yes....it is been awhile since my last post. I dont even have an excuse at this point. Topic for today: To listen or not to listen. Yes my issue is that I feel God calling me to do something drastic and I am having trouble following through. I keep waiting on this and that to happen then I will listen. It is outright disobedience. I feel like I prayed hard for clarity and have received it in several forms and yet I cant seem to trust enough to take the next step. I have actually opened my ears, heart, and mind enough to listen and now I just have to act. I feel God has given a grace period on this situation. He has subtly tapped me on the shoulder for several months but now the taps are becoming nudges and are turning into light smacks....I am afraid of what comes next.
Although I have spoke rather vaguely, friends/readers, pray for me. Pray that I get my act together and recognize that disobedience ain't okay and that God has in store for many more blessings if I just listen and stop trying to handle things by myself. Thanks.

More later......