So this whole baby itch thing is getting to me again. Just when I thought I was sure that waiting until after July was when I was ready for Baby #2 one of my good friends decides that she is now trying to get pregnant. Aahhhh the fun and excitement of knowing that "this time" might be the time conception happens. I think that is what is drawing me in to wanting to be pregnant again. I honestly am not ready for the baby #2 yet. It is the excitement of getting the positive pregnancy test, feeling the baby move, wondering whether it will be a boy or a girl, wondering when I will go into labor, and whether this one will have my nose or toes or whatever. I no without a doubt that the lack of sleep, sore nipples, post partum depression or what I call "werewolf syndrome" (I will save that explanation for a later blog), are all things I am in no way ready for or willing to deal with again. Bill (husband) is sooooo ready. I seriously could say lets make a baby now and he would likely drive to my office and attempt to convince me now is the best time to try. I think it is a blessing that I having a husband so excited about being a daddy that he wants another child before I do but honestly live with it for...well...going on about 5 months now and it gets a little old. I seriously can say "oh remember when Emma was that little or cute or whatever" and the automatic response is "Do you wanna make another? " I have decided that I will shock him one day and answer yes to that question whenever I decide I am ready. The question that I am sure you are wondering is when that will be. Hmmmm.....I think I will keep you guessing for now. By the way, I will be posting pictures soon. I just keep forgetting and considering my blog is the 10 minutes at the end of the day (at work no less) that I squeeze in for myself pictures have sort of taken a backseat to my rambling/destressing. So more later...